I don’t know what is wrong with me but this problem is making me very depressed and I don’t know what to do. I am 27 years. I started masturbating around 10 years of age. I was a curious child and I started playing with myself down there at such an early age and I was doing it every day. Sometimes once or twice a day. During the weekends, I could even go about four times a day because I am an only child and I had very busy parents who always left me with the househelp. She will also just leave me in my room and not bother me so that situation worsened my addiction because I was also watching adult movies.
When I was 16, I tried to have seks for the first time but to me surprise, I couldn’t maintain an erection. My tool will fall when I am ready to enter or sometimes I will enter but after a few movements, I will just go soft. It was very embarrassing for me and some of the girls even got angry. I tried that with like three different girls and it was the same. Some of my friends at that time introduced me to some local herbs and they works perfectly. I was able to fire to my satisfaction. Later on, I got to know about the popular dragon and I stuck to it because it is very effective and the girls always keep coming back because you make them feel very good.
But the issue is that I have a serious girlfriend now and because I love her, I wanted to try the thing with her without hiring a lawyer to help me. Hope you guys catch my drift. We have dated for four months and I was using dragon on her although she doesn’t know. But recently I to go without the dragon and my boy seriously failed me. We tried another time and the same thing. I had to lie to her that I was stressed because she knows my strength in the bedroom so it was a bit strange that all of a sudden I could not make her feel good like I have been doing in the past. As for playing with my boy, I haven’t stopped. They way I was addicted to it, it will be very difficult to stop cold turkey like that. But what I have done is to reduce the frequency. So now I do twice a week. I started reducing it gradually.
I don’t know what to do. How can I live this way? I don’t know if I have created permanent damage in my system because I started experimenting too early and I was doing it too much. Is there a way I can reverse the damage I have caused to myself? I don’t want my woman to leave me because of this issue, it will really destroy me.
