I have never really believed this true love thing to be true. Most of the time, our ladies watch a lot of telenovelas and Korean series and they are fed with fairytale love. They end up looking for perfection in the men they want to marry. But for me, I am a realist and a very practical person, so if we start dating and I see that both of us can role and settle misunderstandings amicably, I will stick with you. I am that kind of person. When I met my girl I knew I wanted her. I was willing to fight for her, but she stressed me and at a point I was even wondering if all of the mixed signals was worth it. One day she will be nice and friendly on the phone. Then another time, I will call and she wont answer, later she will be very rude when I ask if there was a problem.
With time she accepted me and we started what has been a three year relationship. She is a very hardworking and humble lady and I am deeply in love with her. The only major problem I have had with her is her mood swings. Sometimes she acts as if she doesn’t love me at all. Other times she is all over me. I was even thinking that there was another guy interested in her and she was playing me. But I did a lot of investigation and realized that she doesn’t even have male friends like that. She usually roles with her fellow females. So that suspicion of mine was false and I relaxed. I saw that she sometimes kept to herself a lot and I could tell she had been through some things in her childhood that might have affected her so I have just been giving her time to trust me and open up.
We have been having s*x and I have realized something. My girlfriend only moans and enjoys it when I go down and perform oral s*x on her. Many times, she doesn’t even touch my d*ck or try to pleasure me at all in anyway. All she wants me to do is go down on her and l*ck her. I realized that she doesn’t enjoy it when I p*enetrate her. I have asked her to talk to me and tell me if I do anything wrong. I know I am very good in the bedgame so the way she acts has made me insecure for the first time. Because of her, I tried one of those popular s*xual enhancers once to see if she would be impressed. But it was all the same. It looked like I was hurting her or bothering her and she wanted the whole thing to be over soon. After I am done, all she wants me to do is to go oral on her. All my previous girlfriends know how to play with my d*ck and many really enjoy it when I p*netrate them so her attitude gets me worried.
Recently I told her I wanted to marry her and what she told me was that she wishes we can make a baby. She wants to be a mother and she says she wants to have a child before 30. I told her we can marry before all that but her response wasn’t encouraging. I spoke to a friend about the issue and after narrating everything to him, he believes my girlfriend might be a lesbian. My girl is very sensitive and emotional so I don’t want to ask her and hurt her feelings, but I want to hear the opinions of others. It’s not always bad though but most of the time I feel like I am the one doing all the work in the relationship. Could she be a lesbian or am I overthinking the whole thing? I want to marry her, but the problem in the bedroom is making me wonder if we will be happy in the marriage.
